I have to say, that this year has been a roller-coaster.. and not your typical theme park ride. I mean, falling off cloud nine to the depths of the big blue, back to Venus and all the way down to hells basement again.. I’ve done stupid things, and things I’ll never forget. I’ve upset people, hurt people, made people laugh, and made the most amazing friends. I could blab all day about how my life sucks and how I wish I was someone else, but on this day today the 15th May, I can’t. I love what my life has become, I have the most amazing people around me, friends, family, and the best boyfriend anyone could wish for.. It’s taken me a long time to get where I am today, and it’s not been easy. I’ve been in harder times than most, but for some reason I’m still here, I’m still here to enjoy this fucked up life we all think we live, sometimes you just have to take a second to remember things aren’t all that bad, there’s someone out there that’s feeling 10 times worse than you are, that’s in 10 times deeper that what you are, but somehow there still smiling.. you just have to figure out what that thing is. I did, and now no one can change that.
